January 2012
2012 resolutions
- i gotta stop being selfish
- gotta start smiling harder than ever
- gotta work hard for everything
- finally go to school
- live hard
- make her smile more than she makes me
December 2011
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Whenever I feel like this
Playing Anchors seems to do the trick. The lyrics make me feel much better. (:
I’ve been hoping this time
Maybe you could stand by me, during my time of need
I’ve only had myself for quite some time but I barely speak
Or….
Won’t you hide my fears in a bag for me?
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I barely get sleep nowadays
This isn’t good for me, I hate this. What’s wrong with me?
Bro talks and song writing
The things mat and I decide to do in the middle of the night whenever I’m over. We’re in the same boat, we have people who entered our lives giving us a direction. We both decided in changing ourselves for the better of the special people in our lives. Haha we write some pretty cheesy but mellowly passion-esque songs when we’re inspired and in the same room.
Today I honestly felt like I was going to die. Nearly blacked out at work.
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I thought you were cute ever since day one.
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Voices.
She makes me smile, why am I being reckless and hurting myself? I don’t want her to worry and frown, I want her to smile the way she makes me. I fell asleep to the sound of her voice with a smile on my face and my weary eyes finally getting rest.
Fuck
Fuck.
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I like people who can make me happy.
sammiegenaille:
Sometimes i just get those shitty ass days, where i feel like complete shit, and there’s always those few people that can instantly make me smile and make me forget about how bad my day was. All they do is make me laugh and its like all the negativity stuff is gone. I love those people who can just turn my mood around.
nestorarnel:
juicetinj:
loveinlasvegas:
How...
I’m a silly silly guy.
Smile
She gave me a reason to smile, I should smile then.
My mom is rather cold, she doesn’t care what she says. She doesn’t even know how much I take those words to heart.
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Is that really all I am to my mom? I should just hang myself then. Seriously don’t feel loved by her most of the time. I’m just a person who happens to be her son.
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Wow fuck, all my mom wants from me is money…That’s the only thing she talks to me about. What a mood kill.
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WatchLovely - John West ft. Pusha T (mini cover) I got addicted to this song, I’m just testing it out for now. I’m waiting on my buddy Rjay to think of a verse so we can do a full cover.
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Ruel has a stuffy nose
Just isn’t my day, I feel sick as hell. My nose is super stuffy, I wasn’t even able to sing Slither during that jam session. On a plus side, I finally found out how to play Lovely by John West. Cover time? Yes!
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Christmas
Ever since 4 years ago, Christmas was nothing more but a business scam where a man made God decided to celebrate his sons birthday which somehow made buying shit and maxing visa cards a “must”. It was a day where for some fucking reason, irregulars of the church would come in and praise like they actually strongly believed in him. It was a day that I spent mostly in my room alone while...
Since Amberlight Stereo is on break till after New...
L’Jo, Evan, Carlo and I are gonna jam.
Anonymous asked: Why are you/is your blog happy only when you have a girl in your life?
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WatchThe Girl - City and Color (cover) This song is probably one of my favorites due to the low level of cheesiness yet heavy feeling in words. I wish I was able to sing it better but since I’m really sick it doesn’t really work…I had to do many retakes due to snot rolling down my nose and ruining the video LOL.
Please don’t wear non prescription glasses…It’s stupid as fuck.
